My, what a week! Sunshine here in the UK and plenty of warmth. That warmth might just get a bit hotter with my current release – To Know You. It’s not all spankings. There’s other things Jason wants to try out on his new sub. However, first they have to find out what works and what doesn’t. It’s a game of trust and experimentation, all played out in his dungeon.
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“Let’s ramp it up a bit.” He rose and pointed to the bed.
I lay pinned in place, sprawled between the four posts to which he’d bound me with cuffs. He talked me through the session, something for which I was grateful, as I suspected he preferred not to be forthcoming about his intentions in the future. He provided selective words of encouragement, aware of my nerves and unfamiliarity with his techniques.
To be made helpless and vulnerable with restraints was a test of my trust in him. The addition of the blindfold had been briefly crippling. My chest rose and fell rapidly as I descended into darkness. I remembered how joyous vanilla sex was with him, and how he made me feel relaxed and confident—I called on those memories.
He caressed my face and spoke with a firm but reassuring tone. “Remember your safe-words. I trust you to use them wisely and without fear.”
His trust in me—it reminded me that this play was about mutual trust. I took a deep breath and let him loose on my stretched body.
I quickly deduced orgasm denial was a passion of his and he enjoyed keeping me on the brink. No amount of begging budged him as he used vibrating wands and feathers on me. Then, he focused his attention on my arse, and delved in the furrow between my hot cheeks.
What the hell was he trying to insert inside me?
A bloody cannonball!? Whatever, it was heavy and my tight little arse hole was stretched by its girth. Something about it made me icky. Not pain, but I didn’t like the sensation one bit. A wave of panic began to consume me.
“No! No!” I shrieked as the weight sank further into my arse hole. He carried on regardless of my protestations. I had to rely on my safe-word.
“Yellow!” I shrieked.
“What?” He sounded startled, but he stopped moving the butt plug immediately.
“Please take that out, Jason. Whatever that is, out!” I hollered over my shoulder.
He eased the intrusion out of my arse—slowly so not to hurt me. Lifting up my blindfold, he showed me the steel butt plug.
My eyes widened, almost popping out at the sight of the huge plug
“Too heavy?” he asked sweetly. “It went up nice and easy, very smooth surface.”
“Well, it isn’t going up me again. That one is not going near my arse, you can stuff it up yours,” I said gruffly. “You can forget it. You didn’t mention you had heavy duty plugs. I don’t do them. No anal hooks either!”
“You’ve said that. I didn’t think you meant all metal plugs.”
“It’s like foil on the fillings, really gives me the creeps.”
He grinned, showing me his pearly white teeth. “I don’t have fillings, so I’ll take your word for it.”
Didn’t the man have anything wrong with him?
“I have a sweet tooth,” I confessed.
“I can train that out of you if you like.” His smirk broadened and he waved the plug in the direction of my arse.
“Er. No. I like my bad habits.” No way was he controlling my diet. I dreaded to think of his tactics for weaning me off my taste for sweets and chocolates.
He went over to a drawer and retrieved something else— glass anal beads. I sighed with relief.
“Better?” he asked.
“Much. All right I’m ready.”
He slipped the blindfold slipped back in place.
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What happens when a kink loving woman has to come to terms with a traumatic episode in her life? Can the broken submissive learn to trust again?
When Gemma Marshall resigns from a good job to work as a lowly intern in the heart of the City of London, immediately, the elusive company boss, Jason Lucas, seduces her.
Following a whirlwind of weekend trysts at his country mansion, Jason’s need to dominate her re-awakens her terrifying nightmares and leads to revelations from both of them. What Jason seeks is an enduring relationship which means Gemma, if she wishes to win his heart and soul, has to return to the extraordinary life she’d left behind.
Can Gemma survive another relationship with an alluring master of the bedroom or will she finally turn her back on her natural desires?
Their passionate and highly erotic affair reaches crisis point when her ex-lover hunts her down, seeking retribution.
To Know You is a fictional account of two people who begin a journey together. It is a complete story. Both characters are sexy and know what they want. Neither are novices, neither expect love in their relationship. One takes control and the other yields. In the bedroom, there are the erotic scenes of BDSM, discipline and romance. The dynamic can be intoxicating—and dangerous.
Trust is key. Communicating trust. Building trust and maintaining integrity. And love? It’s not always about love – until Gemma meets Jason.
Great excerpt Jaye, enjoyed reading this, love the exchange between them 🙂
Hugs
Roz
That was a bit refreshing. I haven’t read anything like this in a while that showed that some things are off limits. I love her honest reaction. Great snippet. 🙂